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[usurpers]

EREN JAEGER

TATAKAI INTENSIFIES

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[usurpers]

I don’t know how I’d convince the hospital.
But there’s another way. I’m studying for paramedicine and my dad was a surgeon. I can try something.

[blacksong]

alright well keep me posted on that
honestly i probably could've lived with this if didn't turn out to be some parasite from hell
now i think it's about time i figured how to get it out

[usurpers]

If you can’t talk to Zee by the time I have everything I need, I’ll do it.

You’re not going through that again.

[blacksong]

i dunno functional immortality might have its uses
but on the other hand i'd prefer to avoid the hospital
that bill's gonna haunt me for the rest of my life

[She's joking! Kind of. Mostly because not joking would mean admitting that she's honestly extremely cynical and pessimistic about her situation, and she's a bit tired of herself in that aspect.]

but thanks
i appreciate it

[usurpers]

I won’t haunt you.

[ laughs A JOKE welcome to mr jaeger’s crazy O.R. ]

Don’t mention it. And I’ll be honest
It’s hard to find someone to talk about this with anyone.

[blacksong]

it's not like you can get rid of my bill

[eREN?? YOU'RE NOT A DOCTOR YET!!]

i get you
i felt like i was gonna go crazy for real not being able to talk about it
but every time i thought about mentioning it to someone i knew they'd just tell me i had to live or that i couldn't die
like yeah i get the sentiment but it doesn't fix my problem

[usurpers]

My dad’s will can.

[ . . . laughs, into space. ]

It’s either that or you’re wrong.
Killing is wrong, treating people like garbage is wrong, throwing your life away like that is wrong. I know it’s all wrong and I don’t wear shit eating grins when I remember doing it.
I just don’t feel anything from it either, anymore. And I guess that’s more than a little fucked up.

I was so dead set that I was just going through the motions to get there. And sometimes I feel like I still have to do that if Retrospec gets worse.

[blacksong]

[?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!]

I WAS JOKING YOU DON'T NEED TO WAIVE IT FOR ME

it probably is but what isn't anymore
like there are plenty of things that used to scare me or freak me out but
yeah, i don't feel anything from them anymore
it's hard to even remember what life was like without those things

are you planning on something if retrospec gets worse?

[usurpers]

I don’t know exactly what I could do, but I’m prepared to do something.
Anything to keep us alive.

[blacksong]

anything to keep us alive, huh
i'd say good luck but it's not like luck's done much
if it takes action, we'll take action