[Deep down, Rean knows Eren's right. He needs to talk to them for a number of reasons – to apologize, above all. And even if it weren't for that, he can hear Elise's voice echoing in his mind...
"I look out for you because I care about you! Because you're important to me! And I'm sure that Mother, Father, Master Ka-Fai, your classmates, and all of your other acquaintances feel the same. So please... from the bottom of my heart... please don't say that you don't have the 'right to be treated kindly.' Of course you do. You just don't realize it."
...heh. She's still right, an entire lifetime later, isn't she? And Rean still can't see it, still can't understand why. But it doesn't really matter if he understands or not. Eren and Elise both are right: his friends still care about him, and if the past few days have proven anything it's that he can't shake them off.]
I'll work on it. I don't know if I have it in me right now, but I know I have to.
I'll talk to them before the week is out, okay? And you can kick my ass if I don't live up to that.
A deal I can make. [ he’s JOKING (no he ain’t) ] But I believe you. Do it.
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So— It doesn’t come out of nowhere. I need resolve and drawing blood to shift. It doesn’t look like you need the blood, just more the resolve to do something. Mostly in danger.
We’ll make a schedule, go to my training spot, and I’ll try and pull it out of you.
About that thing taking over? Nothing concrete, but...
The scar on my chest hurt before it did, I remember that. And in a memory I have of fighting something, my scar was aching in that same way. I'd thought at the time I must have just gotten hit, but looking back it feels more like the way my chest ached once Elliot brought me out of it.
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"I look out for you because I care about you! Because you're important to me! And I'm sure that Mother, Father, Master Ka-Fai, your classmates, and all of your other acquaintances feel the same. So please... from the bottom of my heart... please don't say that you don't have the 'right to be treated kindly.' Of course you do. You just don't realize it."
...heh. She's still right, an entire lifetime later, isn't she? And Rean still can't see it, still can't understand why. But it doesn't really matter if he understands or not. Eren and Elise both are right: his friends still care about him, and if the past few days have proven anything it's that he can't shake them off.]
I'll work on it. I don't know if I have it in me right now, but I know I have to.
I'll talk to them before the week is out, okay? And you can kick my ass if I don't live up to that.
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So— It doesn’t come out of nowhere.
I need resolve and drawing blood to shift. It doesn’t look like you need the blood, just more the resolve to do something. Mostly in danger.
We’ll make a schedule, go to my training spot, and I’ll try and pull it out of you.
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All right. When and where do you want me to meet you?
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You don’t remember anything else that could help us?
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The scar on my chest hurt before it did, I remember that. And in a memory I have of fighting something, my scar was aching in that same way. I'd thought at the time I must have just gotten hit, but looking back it feels more like the way my chest ached once Elliot brought me out of it.
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We need a name for it.
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I certainly haven't remembered anyone calling it anything in particular, and I can't say I'm ripe for ideas right now.
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Lucifer Prospect
Slayer Knave
Enigma Epitome
Bohemian Rhapsody
Shwarzergeddon
1/2
2/2
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It sounds cool.
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[ FINISH THE SENTENCE REAN SHWARZANEGGAR ]
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*your and I will have you know it still insists on changing your to you’re
This power’s your greatest ally, not your enemy. You just need to understand it.
i believe you and understand autocorrect pain
Then I'll save giving it a cool name until we get there. How's that sound?
the woes of MobileMe tagging (you see what kind of monster this is)
See you at Day One.
*oh no*
See you.