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can a slave do this? *dies and goes back in time* ([personal profile] usurpers) wrote2017-08-12 11:39 am
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-24 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
You never suspected that he had feelings for you?
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-24 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I see...

I do not know. : )

I am currently in the mindset of wondering if someone likes me. : )
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
A very sweet friend of mine.

He can be rather sluggish and morose, and has great difficulty expressing his feelings.
The other day he...said some rather romantic things to me, and I am unsure of how to read it. I think perhaps, we are simply very close friends, but my mind is doing a funny little thing and continuing to wonder.

He said...

"When you're here, you're all that I can think about."

Very sweet of him!
Edited 2017-12-25 00:11 (UTC)
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
I told him the truth.

That he put a song in my heart, and that I was having a wonderful time. That it was a beautiful night.

He then said "It's beautiful because of who I'm with."

What would you infer from that, Cousin Eren?

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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
But you are the person that I trust, Eren. : )

Is that something you would say to some you liked? Someone that you want to kiss and take home for a night of gentle romance?
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Interesting...

I do not think that sex is what he wants? He is certainly not the type to try to charm his way into that sort of thing. He is so kind of gentle and quiet and unassuming. I can tell that he is sincere.
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
A long time...Well, almost a year, maybe? But he's only been in Recolle since October?

You think he's trying to have sex with me?
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
Is it foolish that I don't want to say who? For his privacy...he is peculiar.
But kind. He has been through a lot. If I were to describe him...he is my opposite, in many ways.

Like I said, I am not sure if I like him or if I just care about him very much. I have not thought about whether or not I would let him have sex with me. Nor do I think he does.
Edited (How did I frick up twice ) 2017-12-25 03:04 (UTC)
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
...Do you wish you had?
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-25 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Well it is a good thing that I am not wondering.

Sometimes I wonder if he's even capable of romantic interest. But then he says that stuff and...
I feel as though he is sending me mixed signals, and I am not sure how to proceed. I want to ask him how he feels, but that is easier said than done?

Perhaps I should ask his sister?
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-28 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
[A day later. . .]

Regrettably, she did little to illucidate the subject.
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[personal profile] androidheart 2017-12-29 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose I am scared that our friendship will change, regardless of the outcome.

Do you think that I would be a good girlfriend, Eren?
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[personal profile] androidheart 2018-01-01 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
You are far too sweet to me, Eren.