i can feel it from here. and i do. if itās something that doesnāt matter to me i shouldnāt be dead set on keeping it from you anyway if you found out on your own somehow, like those train carts in the tunnels? you wouldnāt like it. no one does.
[ even if thereās gracious understanding in the middle of it, thatās just the way things are, thatās just how . . . human nature is. and like he said to yusuke, heās sure of something: he doesnāt want to be that sort of person to elliot. heās kept enough things, and unfortunate for him, itās the kind that eats at him. like heās doing more wrong than he is good.
and when that starts happening, the red flags should go up. if they donāt, then youāre still doing good. keep at it. ]
and i donāt have any reason to worry if that isnāt going to be me in the end automatically you donāt worry either
[ thatās just how strong confidence is. itās contagious. and he still wants to be that sturdy safe haven heās always wanted to be for him. ]
thatās our team. and i always want you in it. the same way i want to be there right now
Oh right, that train car. That wasn't fun.... Okay. How about once all of this is over, we make a night of it? We can order pizza and take turns sharing memories with each other. I think it's fair to say we've both been holding back stuff we shouldn't.
[Not that his were really for the same reason, but Eren had a point. It was better to be up front and honest with each other than to have it come out later.
But he loves hearing that confidence out of Eren. It does a lot to quell some of the worries that were nagging him the past few months over him.]
Hehe, yeah. Even if Retrospec made the mistake of putting us on the wrong teams this mission It doesn't change that you're my #1 teammate.
itās gonna be a better movie night than the actual movies up for rental itās a deal.
[ an idea that, you knowā doesnāt seem bad at all, when they put it like that. treating these memories differently might help them a lot more than they think, and eren agrees with a smile that couldnāt quite be seen through text. whatever, itās still there. ]
me too honestly i donāt think it was a mistake i think zee did a lot of this on purpose
itād be dumb not to be, but at least heās aware of that. i donāt want to jump the gun either but trusting him is the only thing weāve got. no one would be crazy enough to screw with all of us if they didnāt want our help i have a hand out and a foot back, you know?
..... and itās really hard not to like you elliot. did he do something for you?
Haha, thanks but you're a little biased. He said I was one of the users that gives them the least amount of problems He also gave me help with unlocking his phone, and let me know how you were doing. Or, at least reassurance that you were fine.
[Oh no don't you talk bad about yourself! Immediate defense squad activate]
Many of the problems you've had aren't your fault. [Eren's memories were difficult and who could predict turning into a titan??] Besides, who knows if not causing problems for them is a GOOD thing. We still don't know if they're really our allies.
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if itās something that doesnāt matter to me i shouldnāt be dead set on keeping it from you anyway
if you found out on your own somehow, like those train carts in the tunnels? you wouldnāt like it. no one does.
[ even if thereās gracious understanding in the middle of it, thatās just the way things are, thatās just how . . . human nature is. and like he said to yusuke, heās sure of something: he doesnāt want to be that sort of person to elliot. heās kept enough things, and unfortunate for him, itās the kind that eats at him. like heās doing more wrong than he is good.
and when that starts happening, the red flags should go up. if they donāt, then youāre still doing good. keep at it. ]
and i donāt have any reason to worry if that isnāt going to be me in the end
automatically you donāt worry either
[ thatās just how strong confidence is. itās contagious. and he still wants to be that sturdy safe haven heās always wanted to be for him. ]
thatās our team. and i always want you in it.
the same way i want to be there
right now
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Okay. How about once all of this is over, we make a night of it?
We can order pizza and take turns sharing memories with each other.
I think it's fair to say we've both been holding back stuff we shouldn't.
[Not that his were really for the same reason, but Eren had a point. It was better to be up front and honest with each other than to have it come out later.
But he loves hearing that confidence out of Eren. It does a lot to quell some of the worries that were nagging him the past few months over him.]
Hehe, yeah.
Even if Retrospec made the mistake of putting us on the wrong teams this mission
It doesn't change that you're my #1 teammate.
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itās a deal.
[ an idea that, you knowā doesnāt seem bad at all, when they put it like that. treating these memories differently might help them a lot more than they think, and eren agrees with a smile that couldnāt quite be seen through text. whatever, itās still there. ]
me too
honestly
i donāt think it was a mistake
i think zee did a lot of this on purpose
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Something to look forward to! I think?
[Is that the right way to phrase it? Who knows]
You think so?
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weāll be fine
[ as long as it was light and willingā only theyād be able to direct the right energy into it. and as for zee . . . ]
I talked to him. I have a conclusion I think but
what did you think of him?
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We'll just make sure to go nice and easy.
[Take breaks, make sure they were comfortable, etc]
Zee?
I think he's pretty nice, and it's REALLY good to have someone from Retrospec who actually responds. But...
I'm still pretty wary of him.
Though he seems to like me?
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but trusting him is the only thing weāve got. no one would be crazy enough to screw with all of us if they didnāt want our help
i have a hand out and a foot back, you know?
..... and itās really hard not to like you elliot. did he do something for you?
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Haha, thanks but you're a little biased.
He said I was one of the users that gives them the least amount of problems
He also gave me help with unlocking his phone, and let me know how you were doing.
Or, at least reassurance that you were fine.
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[ he will accept that, as a part of him, and one of the seven wonders of the world: elliot is a good boy. ]
at least he was right about that [ thanks, zee. you get points for letting him handle things. ] i wonder if that gets me on the problem list
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Many of the problems you've had aren't your fault. [Eren's memories were difficult and who could predict turning into a titan??] Besides, who knows if not causing problems for them is a GOOD thing. We still don't know if they're really our allies.
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depending on the problem it might even be a favor.
you should keep doing that more often, it really suits you
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not taking something you donāt like
youāve grown too you know
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Haha.
Yeah, maybe I have.
Still have a long way to go though.
[What is giving yourself complete credit for a moment]
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but let yourself bask in kicking ass for a little bit
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I should get going.
I'll text tomorrow, okay?
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love you
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Sleep well!