Me too. [The war seemed so brutal. He wanted no part of that life.] But that's part of being in the military. You have to fight in wars if they come.
[It's just the reality of things, the reality he's had to accept in both life thanks to family.
Not just Junior either. If a war happens, Eren would have to fight in it. That's a reality he's had to accept since he first heard of Eren's air force dreams.]
[ from solemn, eren goes oddly silent. his features close off, and he avoids looking at elliot, eyes to his lap instead as he slowly circles the rest of his drink in its cup.
that had been something he was ready for when he joined. he was patriotic and dutiful. he said yes to the life he painted. honestly, thoughā he hadnāt thought of too many true effects to his cause. with elliot supportive, he thought heād always have him around. itās not the same when youāre called. itās not the same when you have to face war knowing full well you run the risk of not coming back, either not the same or not at all.
you do things you donāt want to doā you do terrible things, like the children and families in that building that eren bursted out of. like the crowd he threw himself on, all in acceptance to a war he had to be apart of. this was something he was still thinking about, and to have it come from elliotās mouth so soon gets him off guard. he tries to pick back up, but fails to mask the honesty his feelings carry.
heās not happy. he thinks of the air forceā and heās not happy. ]
More meat?
[ he clears his throat, lightens up some of the creases on his face. itās too soon to talk about this now, though. heāll have to think it out more. in the mean time, he picks around for a memory, but wonders if he should get them outside for some air. ]
[ It's easy to notice that Elliot's words had an effect on Eren. He hadn't really expected this sort of reaction. Some, maybe, but there was something...different about how Eren's acting at that idea. It wasn't a man who was eager to fulfill his duty, but closer to someone who...almost dreaded it.
It was unusual, he wasn't used to that reaction from Eren. He almost wants to ask, but...he holds back. Eren doesn't seem ready to talk about it just yet. It's better to give him time to think. ]
O-Oh, sure.
[He'll move his plate so it's closer to the meet]
You do? Well, a break might be a good idea...we've covered a lot of ground.
[ you now have some extra meat on your plate, you life changer. eren doesnāt take more though, at least not right now when his stomach felt like it bore an anchor. going to let his fill and his nerves settle down, and while heās at itā eren fishes his pockets for his keys, the bmw emblem on it as he slides it over to elliot.
which, so far, isnāt surprising. his bike is a bmw.
[He'll look at the key. Sure it could be a bike key, but there's something off about it. Why would Eren be showing that off to him? Why didn't he drive his bike close to the house.
[ did heā? what??? come on, heās not going to spoil it too easily, the keys were supposed to be hints! or not, i mean, he could just be gesturing that he wants to take him out on another bike ride around the block.
after a minute, he snagged the keys back and slips a finger through the key ring. ]
We should get that fresh air just to be sure.
[ smirk. a good distraction. this was a good distraction. ]
[ they can just organize things more or less, cover the pot and leave tablewhere on their proper plates. eren will help out wherever itās needed here before he gets up and gives elliotās hand to help him stand. keeping his body closely snug to his during the first few steps out of his room, eren presses a kiss to his head. heās grateful, for all of this so far.
hopefully, they could keep talking.
out the door, eren will lead them out and down a few blocks, some cars parked, of all shapes and colors. thereāre a few motorcycles out there, but itās hard to tell if itās really erenās from so far away. ]
[Elliot appreciates the help, and sure enough in no time they managed to clean up together. When they walk out together and Eren kisses his head, he'll smile up at him and take his hand, walking with him to where Eren leads them.
Which is...a row of cars and bikes. None of them are familiar]
[Luckily Elliot's not dumb enough to try to unlock physical car doors with the keys, so he'll just hit the button that makes the lights flash! Or what he hopes is the right button]
Butterfly doors. [ erenās always loved the exaggerated sportiness of a lamborghini or mclarenā but the bmw i8 just hit his favorite spot in terms of looks. lean, agressive, but not too over the top. ]
[Yeah he was too busy being in awe of the car doors that he forgot to actually get INTO the car. He makes a sheepish laugh before sliding into that front seat. So taking a moment to look at the interior features with the same awe]
Haha, okay, getting even more convinced you took this from a movie set.
Itās been calling me ever since I got the insurance money back from the other one. A few more months and I had enough.
[ eren laughs as he slips over into the passenger seat. the carās got a button to turn on rather than a key ignition, so all he had to do was have the key close by. automatic or manual option, albeit the latter is located behind the steering wheel as a clicker for the fingers. like formula one. default is on automatic, though! ]
Heheh, I'm impressed your insurance covered titans. Remind me to get your plan.
[Since man that thing must cover everything. He gets his seatbelt on and looks at the wheel area. Whoa it looks a little different from the cars hes driven. ]
Yeah, alright. Just gimme a moment...does this button turn it on? [POINTING AT THE IGNITION BUTTON] Where's the key?
[ sLY SHRUG. he lets matt handle the legal issues and all goes well 99% of the time. eren nods and gestures for him to do the honors, and since elliot probably had the key to unlock it earlierā ]
You can just stick that in here. You donāt need it for ignition.
[ erenās just smiling here as he looks across the carās display screen and plays touch and scrollā maybe fix the air conditioning to just right, out on some music . . . ]
[ he guides elliotās hand to the steering wheel, and a touch behind them, heāll see a paddle shifter for the fingers. he also presses the āsportā button somewhere on the dashboard. ]
I like manual for thisā You use paddle shifters here instead of the gear stick. Click them forward and back to change gears.
[ as for what sport mode really is, well!! ]
Youāre gonna have to start driving to tell the difference.
[But he lets Eren guide his fingers, helping him get a feel for the car. Okay, he feels that paddle shifter. He's used stuff like this before]
Okay, that sounds fine. We'll try sports mode then.
[With that said, he'll get the car out of park finally and pull out, checking over his shoulder like a good responsible driver. Once they're out of the spot, it's time to hit the road!]
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[It's just the reality of things, the reality he's had to accept in both life thanks to family.
Not just Junior either. If a war happens, Eren would have to fight in it. That's a reality he's had to accept since he first heard of Eren's air force dreams.]
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that had been something he was ready for when he joined. he was patriotic and dutiful. he said yes to the life he painted. honestly, thoughā he hadnāt thought of too many true effects to his cause. with elliot supportive, he thought heād always have him around. itās not the same when youāre called. itās not the same when you have to face war knowing full well you run the risk of not coming back, either not the same or not at all.
you do things you donāt want to doā you do terrible things, like the children and families in that building that eren bursted out of. like the crowd he threw himself on, all in acceptance to a war he had to be apart of. this was something he was still thinking about, and to have it come from elliotās mouth so soon gets him off guard. he tries to pick back up, but fails to mask the honesty his feelings carry.
heās not happy. he thinks of the air forceā and heās not happy. ]
More meat?
[ he clears his throat, lightens up some of the creases on his face. itās too soon to talk about this now, though. heāll have to think it out more. in the mean time, he picks around for a memory, but wonders if he should get them outside for some air. ]
āCause I still gotta show you something.
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It was unusual, he wasn't used to that reaction from Eren. He almost wants to ask, but...he holds back. Eren doesn't seem ready to talk about it just yet. It's better to give him time to think. ]
O-Oh, sure.
[He'll move his plate so it's closer to the meet]
You do? Well, a break might be a good idea...we've covered a lot of ground.
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which, so far, isnāt surprising. his bike is a bmw.
but didnāt he say he came walkingā? ]
A breatherās a pretty good idea right now.
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[He'll look at the key. Sure it could be a bike key, but there's something off about it. Why would Eren be showing that off to him? Why didn't he drive his bike close to the house.
Wait-]
-- Did you...?
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after a minute, he snagged the keys back and slips a finger through the key ring. ]
We should get that fresh air just to be sure.
[ smirk. a good distraction. this was a good distraction. ]
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Alright. Lemme just clean up the food and we can go get some fresh air.
[Since he has a feeling whatever they are doing is gonna take longer than just a few minutes]
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hopefully, they could keep talking.
out the door, eren will lead them out and down a few blocks, some cars parked, of all shapes and colors. thereāre a few motorcycles out there, but itās hard to tell if itās really erenās from so far away. ]
There it is.
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Which is...a row of cars and bikes. None of them are familiar]
Huh? Which one's "it"?
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Time to find out.
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A-Alright!
[Luckily Elliot's not dumb enough to try to unlock physical car doors with the keys, so he'll just hit the button that makes the lights flash! Or what he hopes is the right button]
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zing. a spotless, black beauty with agressive blue highlights, a sporty cousin to the crushed and dead chevrolet months back. ]
Open the door.
[ when he doesā they donāt swing out. they rise up like wings. ]
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But that's nothing compared to when he listens and opens the door, which rises up. He gasps and steps back]
Whoa!
I didn't know actual cars did this!
[JUST MOVIE AND SHOWROOM CARS!!]
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Butterfly doors. [ erenās always loved the exaggerated sportiness of a lamborghini or mclarenā but the bmw i8 just hit his favorite spot in terms of looks. lean, agressive, but not too over the top. ]
Waiting for something?
[ he gestures to the open front door seat. ]
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[Yeah he was too busy being in awe of the car doors that he forgot to actually get INTO the car. He makes a sheepish laugh before sliding into that front seat. So taking a moment to look at the interior features with the same awe]
Haha, okay, getting even more convinced you took this from a movie set.
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[ eren laughs as he slips over into the passenger seat. the carās got a button to turn on rather than a key ignition, so all he had to do was have the key close by. automatic or manual option, albeit the latter is located behind the steering wheel as a clicker for the fingers. like formula one. default is on automatic, though! ]
Show me if you remember what I taught you.
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[Since man that thing must cover everything. He gets his seatbelt on and looks at the wheel area. Whoa it looks a little different from the cars hes driven. ]
Yeah, alright. Just gimme a moment...does this button turn it on? [POINTING AT THE IGNITION BUTTON] Where's the key?
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[ sLY SHRUG. he lets matt handle the legal issues and all goes well 99% of the time. eren nods and gestures for him to do the honors, and since elliot probably had the key to unlock it earlierā ]
You can just stick that in here. You donāt need it for ignition.
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[puts the key where Eren indicates before pressing the button?? The car roars to life]
Oh! It really worked!
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Do you want automatic or sport mode?
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What's sport mode?
[This is not a mode that's on most cars Elliot's driven ok]
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[ he guides elliotās hand to the steering wheel, and a touch behind them, heāll see a paddle shifter for the fingers. he also presses the āsportā button somewhere on the dashboard. ]
I like manual for thisā You use paddle shifters here instead of the gear stick. Click them forward and back to change gears.
[ as for what sport mode really is, well!! ]
Youāre gonna have to start driving to tell the difference.
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[But he lets Eren guide his fingers, helping him get a feel for the car. Okay, he feels that paddle shifter. He's used stuff like this before]
Okay, that sounds fine. We'll try sports mode then.
[With that said, he'll get the car out of park finally and pull out, checking over his shoulder like a good responsible driver. Once they're out of the spot, it's time to hit the road!]