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can a slave do this? *dies and goes back in time* ([personal profile] usurpers) wrote2017-08-12 11:39 am
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-12 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Elliot has long gotten used to Eren's intensity, so he doesn't wince. He knows the anger isn't directed at him, and that it's not really anger at all. It was determination and strength, a fire that burned inside of Eren and kept him going, no matter what. Elliot had no doubt in his mind that Eren completely meant that vow. If there was a wall blocking Eren from where he wanted to go, Elliot was sure he wouldn't stop punching it until he got through.

Instead, there's a bit of a contemplative expression on Elliot's face, before he seems to decide on something. He slides his chair over to nearby Eren. When he's close enough, he'll get out and...yep, pull Eren into a hug, arms wrapped around the other's neck, head resting on his shoulder.]


H-hey...it's alright. It was just a thought, okay? I know you wouldn't let anything happen to us...

[He can't see the other's face in this position, but that's probably for the best, since his face is pretty red just doing this. But he doesn't regret it. Mostly because this way? Eren can't read more of his thoughts. Thoughts that he's sure would upset him.

[You can't keep a promise like that. No one can. ...I'm still happy to hear it though. Ha, I'm hopeless. ]
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-12 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can feel how tense Eren is in the hug, and he's not at all surprised. Doing this wasn't exactly Elliot's first choice either. His own heart is racing, and his face matches his hair in color. ]

Aha, s-sorry. I know this is weird, buuut its the only way I could think of to avoid seeing each other's thoughts.

[It didn't feel right to have Eren reading off his thoughts. It made him way too self-conscious, too scared to think. He knows Eren didn't want that. In return, he wanted to respect his friend's own privacy too.

But at least Eren wasn't shoving him off. He thought he felt a squeeze...but he probably was just imagining that. ]


I know you'll keep it. You did get me through camp with my skin attached. [I just wish I could promise you the same. Some Craig I am.]
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-12 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I-it's okay! I'm not mad at you. Really. I was reading your thoughts too, I know it's a little hard not to when they're just floating there. [It wasn't Eren's fault, it was whatever caused this to happen's fault. Retrospec? The app? Some Unreality issue? He has no idea, really.

But as far as he was concerned, Eren had done a really kind thing. He'd come all this way to check on him, to make sure he's okay. He didn't want him feeling like he messed up.]


Haha, well, this isn't exactly how I envisioned this going... [Sitting on the floor of his room, hugging Eren to keep his thoughts private. It's really a good thing his roommates weren't prone to walk into his room.

...Ah. Right. His roommates. Now there was a sobering thought. Sooner or later, he'd have to face them. He actually liked his roommates a lot, but after finding out they were possibly covering a death up from him, well, suddenly seeing them seemed more than a little awkward. ]


....I'm sorry, but would you mind...staying here for awhile? At least until I can think of how to face my roommates. I think they'll leave me alone if I have company.
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-13 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Whoa, Eren actually agreed to stay? He'd been half-expecting him to tell him no way, since this was more than a little weird. But the thought that he agreed to stay...well, it makes him feel a little giddy inside, he has to admit.

Also nervous, because this is a weird situation and he's worried about screwing things up. But, giddy!]


T-Thanks. [That might have been an affectionate squeeze of Elliot's arms before he thinks better of it and loosens back up. Right. No. Keep your head on straight Craig. ] Yeah, just let me-

[He'll try to shift a little, to make himself more comfortable, being careful to make sure Eren doesn't have to let go-- I mean, to make sure Eren's not uncomfortable either. Jeez. He's a mess. And also feeling really hot-]

...T-Think we should open a window?
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-14 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Eren the fact you're using a bike analogy to describe Elliot really does not help prove how not gay you are. ]

N-No, that's okay. I can get it. Just- close your eyes?
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-14 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[Elliot will look to make sure his eyes are closed and- yep. Can always count on Eren to be true to his word. He'll look away and pull himself up-- taking caution not to look over at his friend. He rather not invade his privacy either.

A quick walk across the room brings him to the window, he draws back the curtain and unlatches the window. It's evening now, so a cool September breeze comes gently blowing into the room. Elliot takes a moment to enjoy the cool air against his hot skin.]


Ahh...that feels good.
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-14 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm? [He looks puzzled for a moment before it clicks- oh, Eren must've seen his music stand] - Aha, yeah. Well, trying to.

[As good as the breeze feels though, he supposes it's not fair to just leave Eren hanging there. So he'll walk back, doing his best to look down at the ground so he can't see Eren's thoughts. When he gets close enough, he'll shut his eyes and kneel down- trying his best to hug like before but with his eyes closed.

It's semi-successful, his hands and knees bump into Eren (with him squeaking "sorry!" as it happens). Eventually though, he's back to more or less the sideway hug they were in before. He'll try to keep the conversation going as normal, to cut down on the awkward.]


I keep getting writer's block. Everything going on makes it a little hard to focus.

[College, the app, living in the same town as your crush, the weird anomalies, roommates dying...stuff like that]
Edited 2017-09-14 22:38 (UTC)
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-15 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
[The thought of keeping his eyes closed had crossed his mind, but...it was too easy for one of them to slip up that way. All it took was something to catch them by surprise, or a moment of forgetfulness- and their eyes might open. At least with a hug, you were holding onto another person and therefore kept in better check.

And well...honestly, deep down? There was a small bit of him that wanted to indulge. This was in many ways embarrassing and he plans never to breathe of this to another soul .... but it was also nice. Nice to indulge, just a little. ]


My favorite places? [He gives a soft laugh] Well, the beach was really nice. A lot cleaner than what you get back home. But I haven't much chance to really explore the city enough to have a favorite place yet.

[Has he seen stuff? Sure. A number of places now. But it's not like there was one place he had in mind as a favorite- not like the places he could name back in NYC. It was too soon for that]

What about you? You've lived here a lot longer than me. Tell me about your favorite spots.
Edited 2017-09-15 01:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-15 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Eren would see a smile on Elliot's face. It's not a huge smile, but it's clear enough to tell that Elliot is at least a little happy - entirely thanks to Eren. Not only that, but he's still got a pretty prominent blush on his cheeks. Though with his eyes shut right at the moment, he doesn't catch Eren looking at him.

And even if Eren doesn't think it's helpful, Elliot does. With his eyes shut, he tries to visualize the beach the way Eren might see it, and what melody that might sound like.]


Heehee, I thought last time was great too. [Aside from the whole...sudden memories coming back. The rest of it was perfect. A memory to cherish.] I'd really it if you showed me around. You can even take me speeding on that road.
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-16 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah sure, pretend you didn't just agree to a date, Eren, you do that]

Heehee, okay.

The woods huh? Haven't been there. [What a surprise] - You're not suggesting camping, right?
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-16 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hilariously what Eren is thinking about giving the wrong idea didn't even cross Elliot's mind. He's not even near that ballpark. He's just worried about exerting that much physical activity because he's a total weakling.]

Hiking? W-Well, okay. I guess I should try to get some exercise.
Edited 2017-09-16 21:22 (UTC)
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[personal profile] fiddlestick 2017-09-16 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha, I'll live. But if you sing a single marching song, I'm leaving you out there.

[Because eff marching songs tbh. Marching songs take something he loves and twists it into a sickening form.]

Not really. I mean there's parks and Central Park, but I don't think that really counts for "woods".

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