[Yeah, exactly. It wasn't that the kids did anything wrong considering the situation, but it also feel so wrong to be like "yay kids killing people good job".
But Elliot's glad that Eren seems to be on the same page. Clearing his throat and clinking that glass back against Eren's]
Ah- right. Okay.
[Well, speaking of siblings...]
Well, Elton actually had a sister too. An older one named Fiona. She had red hair too.... a-actually, she looked a lot like Orihime from your mission group. [The redhead that was nice but would cook questionable dishes] Don't think they're the same person, but it made me double-take when Akira had her over.
[And then he nearly died via ghost peppers. It was a weird time.]
Pretty sure Fiona's pretty...clingy too. He was visiting his hometown for a field study, I think, and she got upset that he wanted to stay at a hotel with his classmates than at home.
but eren huffs up the start of a laugh, without actually getting to the full out chuckles. ]
Iād want to do the same thing. Seriously . . . [ which was better: stay with your parents or stay with your friends? totally bunking and hanging out with friends all night. remember when 3am was considered cool? ] Canāt say all of them are like thatā Me and Tifa were always pretty independent. [ actually . . . ] Sheās beaten up more bullies than me through middle school.
Itās probably a clingy thingā but she didnāt mom him either, did she?
I feel like Tifa could beat up the military if she really wanted. [YOUR SIS IS HARDCORE OK] But you're right, she's always seemed like a cool big sis.
[....As for Fiona...]
She started getting sniffly about how he was old enough to be too cool for big sis hugs, and insisted she'll still be watching over him anyway. All because he wanted to stay somewhere else.
And it was in front of his friends.
[So. YEAH. LOTS OF MOMING PROBABLY GOING ON THERE. Mikasa and Fiona can never meet]
[ they will never meet, for as long as eren can help it. itād cause the apocalypse of overboard morning sisters. heās almost getting second, wait, third hand embarrassment over here. ]
[That is the keyword. He takes out a couple veggies and puts it on both their places- you need some greens in your diet too Eren! He'll take out the tofu for himself]
A few. It fluctuates a lot. From childhood to adult, andā
[ the confusing stuff from older people. and everything in between. eren pauses for a moment, his fingers tapping against his knee as he takes a sip of his drink. there was something else that . . . tied into that. ]
Juniorās memories arenāt the only ones Iām getting, either.
[ he makes a clicking sound with his tongue, shifting to get something from his pocket. itās a folded paper, opened to reveal a sketch from yusukeā the girl looking into a mirror and brushing her hair. what the frick indeed! ]
No . . . Since we got back from the missions, I counted three different people. That girlās one of them.
[Holy crap. He glances over at the sketch that he's being shown. A girl. She looks like she could be Eren's sister- but Eren just made it clear that his sister was adopted. So there shouldn't be a family relation ]
The girl, Juniorās dad, and some guy the dad knew.
[ he raises his shoulders, teetering his head some ways; it was a little confusing, but the network at least helped piece some of it together. there wonāt be anymore retrospec worries, or crazy surprises heās completely unprepared for. ]
Some people on the app have something like it, but itās got nothing to do with Retrospec. [ meaning, their past selves had something extra if they saw more memories. ] āAnd I almost forgot about it, but Junior mentioned it in a memory a really long time ago.
His life was a lot more complicated than I thought.
[That might be an understatement though. He reaches over and puts a hand on Eren's shoulder, as if to help stabilize him]
It sounds like everyone might be connected in your shared memories...so maybe it was special trick in Junior's world? I'm not sure though, I can't recall anything like that.
I think I prefer it being mysterious over the actual answer.
[ you know when you start getting some side pieces to a puzzle and . . . the middleās just not painting a good picture anymore? thatās pretty much it. ]
Y-Yeah, I could see why. There's some appeal to a mystery...
[Especially when the picture is as grim as Junior's memories. But he'll give a nod]
Mmhmm. Giant mechs, talking cats, bone dragons, magic....the night after I saw your Titan form? I got a memory of even fighting a giant baboon monster.
[What.]
Half of Elton's memories are just about school life, and then the other half...well, I don't know how, but I think a war broke out.
[ you can see even further interest light things up like fireworks in his eyes. giant mechs, obviously. he nearly drops food from his mouth. ]
Wow.
[ baboon monster included. but!!! these are not . . . something to ask about when the more immediate topic at hand was war. nerd eren holds his tongue, at least for now. ]
You said the school was like . . . A military academy. You guys had to fight in that?
[ today? heās not sure he likes the idea anymore. not even if he were in eltonās shoes instead. ]
[Wow is a pretty reasonable reaction to that list. It's a Lot. Elton's life was weird.
He hesistates at the question]
I...don't know. We- They were doing something, I remember they were trying to meet up with Elton's dad's divison. But I don't remember serving in any military yet.
[ THIS IS REALLY HARD, SO HE GETS THE SLIP UPS. but after listening to that, he nods, looking . . . a little more solemn. ]
I hope you didnāt. [ not just because of the knowledge of elliotās dislike, butā because war isnāt like the video games, and it isnāt like tv. ] I know Junior wouldāve avoided it if he could.
Me too. [The war seemed so brutal. He wanted no part of that life.] But that's part of being in the military. You have to fight in wars if they come.
[It's just the reality of things, the reality he's had to accept in both life thanks to family.
Not just Junior either. If a war happens, Eren would have to fight in it. That's a reality he's had to accept since he first heard of Eren's air force dreams.]
[ from solemn, eren goes oddly silent. his features close off, and he avoids looking at elliot, eyes to his lap instead as he slowly circles the rest of his drink in its cup.
that had been something he was ready for when he joined. he was patriotic and dutiful. he said yes to the life he painted. honestly, thoughā he hadnāt thought of too many true effects to his cause. with elliot supportive, he thought heād always have him around. itās not the same when youāre called. itās not the same when you have to face war knowing full well you run the risk of not coming back, either not the same or not at all.
you do things you donāt want to doā you do terrible things, like the children and families in that building that eren bursted out of. like the crowd he threw himself on, all in acceptance to a war he had to be apart of. this was something he was still thinking about, and to have it come from elliotās mouth so soon gets him off guard. he tries to pick back up, but fails to mask the honesty his feelings carry.
heās not happy. he thinks of the air forceā and heās not happy. ]
More meat?
[ he clears his throat, lightens up some of the creases on his face. itās too soon to talk about this now, though. heāll have to think it out more. in the mean time, he picks around for a memory, but wonders if he should get them outside for some air. ]
[ It's easy to notice that Elliot's words had an effect on Eren. He hadn't really expected this sort of reaction. Some, maybe, but there was something...different about how Eren's acting at that idea. It wasn't a man who was eager to fulfill his duty, but closer to someone who...almost dreaded it.
It was unusual, he wasn't used to that reaction from Eren. He almost wants to ask, but...he holds back. Eren doesn't seem ready to talk about it just yet. It's better to give him time to think. ]
O-Oh, sure.
[He'll move his plate so it's closer to the meet]
You do? Well, a break might be a good idea...we've covered a lot of ground.
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But Elliot's glad that Eren seems to be on the same page. Clearing his throat and clinking that glass back against Eren's]
Ah- right. Okay.
[Well, speaking of siblings...]
Well, Elton actually had a sister too. An older one named Fiona. She had red hair too.... a-actually, she looked a lot like Orihime from your mission group. [The redhead that was nice but would cook questionable dishes] Don't think they're the same person, but it made me double-take when Akira had her over.
[And then he nearly died via ghost peppers. It was a weird time.]
Pretty sure Fiona's pretty...clingy too. He was visiting his hometown for a field study, I think, and she got upset that he wanted to stay at a hotel with his classmates than at home.
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but eren huffs up the start of a laugh, without actually getting to the full out chuckles. ]
Iād want to do the same thing. Seriously . . . [ which was better: stay with your parents or stay with your friends? totally bunking and hanging out with friends all night. remember when 3am was considered cool? ] Canāt say all of them are like thatā Me and Tifa were always pretty independent. [ actually . . . ] Sheās beaten up more bullies than me through middle school.
Itās probably a clingy thingā but she didnāt mom him either, did she?
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[....As for Fiona...]
She started getting sniffly about how he was old enough to be too cool for big sis hugs, and insisted she'll still be watching over him anyway. All because he wanted to stay somewhere else.
And it was in front of his friends.
[So. YEAH. LOTS OF MOMING PROBABLY GOING ON THERE. Mikasa and Fiona can never meet]
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Christ . . . Thatās overdoing it.
[ they will never meet, for as long as eren can help it. itād cause the apocalypse of overboard morning sisters. heās almost getting second, wait, third hand embarrassment over here. ]
Was that the worst moming you remember?
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[it would be a truly devastating pair]
It's the only one I remember. I only have one memory of her so far. I'm scared what else's to come....
[As he should be. It'll only get worse]
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[ other erenās been there. ]
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[That is the keyword. He takes out a couple veggies and puts it on both their places- you need some greens in your diet too Eren! He'll take out the tofu for himself]
Your turn?
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Did you get any memories from an older Elton yet?
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No. They're all when he's around 16 or 17, I think. [The woes of not having your timeskip localized yet]
Did you?
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[ the confusing stuff from older people. and everything in between. eren pauses for a moment, his fingers tapping against his knee as he takes a sip of his drink. there was something else that . . . tied into that. ]
Juniorās memories arenāt the only ones Iām getting, either.
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[What da friiiiick]
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No . . . Since we got back from the missions, I counted three different people. That girlās one of them.
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[Holy crap. He glances over at the sketch that he's being shown. A girl. She looks like she could be Eren's sister- but Eren just made it clear that his sister was adopted. So there shouldn't be a family relation ]
Iii've never heard of that happening before.
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[ he raises his shoulders, teetering his head some ways; it was a little confusing, but the network at least helped piece some of it together. there wonāt be anymore retrospec worries, or crazy surprises heās completely unprepared for. ]
Some people on the app have something like it, but itās got nothing to do with Retrospec. [ meaning, their past selves had something extra if they saw more memories. ] āAnd I almost forgot about it, but Junior mentioned it in a memory a really long time ago.
His life was a lot more complicated than I thought.
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[That might be an understatement though. He reaches over and puts a hand on Eren's shoulder, as if to help stabilize him]
It sounds like everyone might be connected in your shared memories...so maybe it was special trick in Junior's world? I'm not sure though, I can't recall anything like that.
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[ but even that ends up being nothing but a guess, for now. the girl was still a mystery. ]
It wasnāt the life I thought it was. You ever get that feeling?
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[Says the wizard. But he pauses at that question]
...I do. Elton's been through a lot of strange stuff.
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[ you know when you start getting some side pieces to a puzzle and . . . the middleās just not painting a good picture anymore? thatās pretty much it. ]
Crazy turnabouts?
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[Especially when the picture is as grim as Junior's memories. But he'll give a nod]
Mmhmm. Giant mechs, talking cats, bone dragons, magic....the night after I saw your Titan form? I got a memory of even fighting a giant baboon monster.
[What.]
Half of Elton's memories are just about school life, and then the other half...well, I don't know how, but I think a war broke out.
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[ you can see even further interest light things up like fireworks in his eyes. giant mechs, obviously. he nearly drops food from his mouth. ]
Wow.
[ baboon monster included. but!!! these are not . . . something to ask about when the more immediate topic at hand was war. nerd eren holds his tongue, at least for now. ]
You said the school was like . . . A military academy. You guys had to fight in that?
[ today? heās not sure he likes the idea anymore. not even if he were in eltonās shoes instead. ]
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He hesistates at the question]
I...don't know. We- They were doing something, I remember they were trying to meet up with Elton's dad's divison. But I don't remember serving in any military yet.
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I hope you didnāt. [ not just because of the knowledge of elliotās dislike, butā because war isnāt like the video games, and it isnāt like tv. ] I know Junior wouldāve avoided it if he could.
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[It's just the reality of things, the reality he's had to accept in both life thanks to family.
Not just Junior either. If a war happens, Eren would have to fight in it. That's a reality he's had to accept since he first heard of Eren's air force dreams.]
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that had been something he was ready for when he joined. he was patriotic and dutiful. he said yes to the life he painted. honestly, thoughā he hadnāt thought of too many true effects to his cause. with elliot supportive, he thought heād always have him around. itās not the same when youāre called. itās not the same when you have to face war knowing full well you run the risk of not coming back, either not the same or not at all.
you do things you donāt want to doā you do terrible things, like the children and families in that building that eren bursted out of. like the crowd he threw himself on, all in acceptance to a war he had to be apart of. this was something he was still thinking about, and to have it come from elliotās mouth so soon gets him off guard. he tries to pick back up, but fails to mask the honesty his feelings carry.
heās not happy. he thinks of the air forceā and heās not happy. ]
More meat?
[ he clears his throat, lightens up some of the creases on his face. itās too soon to talk about this now, though. heāll have to think it out more. in the mean time, he picks around for a memory, but wonders if he should get them outside for some air. ]
āCause I still gotta show you something.
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It was unusual, he wasn't used to that reaction from Eren. He almost wants to ask, but...he holds back. Eren doesn't seem ready to talk about it just yet. It's better to give him time to think. ]
O-Oh, sure.
[He'll move his plate so it's closer to the meet]
You do? Well, a break might be a good idea...we've covered a lot of ground.
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