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can a slave do this? *dies and goes back in time* ([personal profile] usurpers) wrote2017-08-12 11:39 am
fiddlestick: (elliot093)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-12 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Well...

This whole thing, it's been reminding me of the field studies my other self would be sent on.
We'd get sent to these towns and did tasks to help the locals. But we weren't given much supervision while doing it.
The teacher told us: "Put your heads together and think, and I'm sure you'll see what you need to do."
So we'd end up doing things not on the task list, like investigating a corrupt duke.
As well as get better insight on the situation of these towns, which I think paid off when something went really wrong in that world.

I can't help but think that Retrospec's trying to give us that same kinda insight.
I don't know about the other two groups, but both of ours are trying to help against some spreading darkness or corruption right?
What if...that's linked somehow to whatever destroyed our original worlds in the first place?
fiddlestick: (hmmmmm)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-13 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, I thought my music that won your heart.

[He's kidding]

To be fair, the links were what made me start to think of it.
There was something similar to that too in that world. Though not as invasive, thank goodness.
But hmmm ... I wonder if the train is connected somehow.
Some of the monsters here have been corrupted by some dark energy.
But I only pick up on it with that info spell.
Too bad I can't use it long distance.
fiddlestick: (FANCY HAT)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-13 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehe. Save it for when my anxiety gets bad?

[You know, as its prone to do.]

I've done it on a few things, but I'll keep doing it.
And I'll definitely tell you what I find.

They were called Combat Links.
It's hard to put into words, but it's like being aware of everything your link partner is doing and what they intend to do too.
Even if you're far apart on a chaotic battlefield.
The other me was being trained to fight while using them, I know that much.
fiddlestick: (hmmmmm)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-13 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorta?
I remember being able to link with a couple friends in class.

But I don't think I can do it in this world.
Or at least, I haven't figured out how yet.
fiddlestick: (elliot096)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-13 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Eheh, good point.
If I ever figure it out, I'll let you know.

Yeah, it seemed really useful!
Though it probably takes a great deal getting used to.
Apparently my friends and I would practice outside of class to get a handle on it.
fiddlestick: (elliot092)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-14 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yeah. I think we did.

[There's a pause]

Actually, I got a class photo from Retrospec.
Back in December.
fiddlestick: (jaw scratch)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-14 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, it does.
I didn't show it before because I was kinda embarrassed...
fiddlestick: (fuck this shit)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-14 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Well-
Hold on, I have a copy of it in my phone.


[A moment later he'll send this photo that looks like a phone photo taken of an actual physical old photo. Minus the copyright stuff of course]
fiddlestick: (headscratch)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-15 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[.............]

Ha...ha...
Yeah, it DOES sounds silly when you put it that way.
fiddlestick: (talking)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-15 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
Right, of course.
Don't worry, I'm not forgetting about here.
Though it does make feel a little better to hear you say that...

Huh? What core is that?
fiddlestick: (depressed)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-15 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Your past dad's glasses...?

[There's a pause. He wants to inquire more, but Eren just said it was something he doesn't want to remember- so it'd be mean to force him to do so. It's probably go some real bad baggage if Eren's pushing it away. It made his own reason feel silly in comparison.]

I guess it's something like that...
I dunno. The whole past memories thing is still confusing sometimes.
I mean, I really do want to make sure they're all okay but...

Is it bad that part of me resents them a little?
fiddlestick: (....)

[personal profile] fiddlestick 2018-02-15 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
And after those five seconds...?

[Because okay, as much as he doesn't want to upset Eren by prying- that's also a weird way to phrase it

It's nice to hear Eren does resent it too. Makes him feel less like a terrible person]


Well, I'm sure they're nice people
And none of this is their fault
But I feel like I'm being set up to live some life I didn't choose all over again.
I can't help but resent that a little.

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